My Dream July 22nd 2011

My dream

It started out with me feeling baby eddy all around me. I could sense he was there, though I couldn’t see him. I just knew it was him and I felt like I was floating. Suddenly I looked down and there was the most crystal blue water I’d ever seen before but it was only about 6 inches deep and I could see the most beautiful smooth round stones of all colors. They sparkled so bright I couldn’t stop looking at them. Then wood boards started making a path but they were about a step apart so I could still see the water beneath them.  The boards were a purplish color and very polished and smooth. They were coming in one from the left and one from the right. I still felt like I was floating and didn’t know why I would need them since I wasn’t walking. Then images started flying past me on each side. I cant really remember them all even though I’ve been trying since I had the dream. It stopped on an image of Lexi pulling a baby out of a box and I felt sadness that I didn’t have my baby boy anymore. The feeling only lasted a few seconds and I felt once again pure joy and was floating again. I kept asking where are we going over and over again. I felt so light and full of happiness. I felt like the world had been lifted off my shoulders. It was so real and intense. I felt at complete peace and that I was being carried and no longer had any pain or worries. I finally woke up at one last image even though I do not remember all the images shown to me in the dream. The last image I will never forget. It was Eddy and I standing over a crib with the biggest smiles on our faces. I was wearing a red tank top with I white over shirt and I was holding a tiny baby foot in my hand rubbing it. Eddy stood behind me and I could feel Baby Eddy over my right shoulder watching, so I knew it wasn’t him in the crib but he was there never leaving my side. I have never felt such inner peace and happiness as I did in the dream. As I floated over the water I was weightless and could feel him carrying me down this path through the calm blue beautiful water. I wish I could remember all the images that floated by. I am so glad I had this dream it made me so happy. He came to me and let me peak at the path ahead in my life. I was no longer sad and could once again smile from the bottom of my heart.