If My Sun Doesnt Rise

If my sun doesn’t rise in the morning for the rain has washed my soul away

If the pain in my heart drowns me with sorrow I truly never meant it to be this way

If my sun doesn’t shine for the darkness has taken over my soul

If my spirit has died for the heartache has swallowed me whole

I never meant it to be this way

These uneasy waters have drifted my soul away

In all this pain time ceases to exist

I’m screaming inside for all the memories missed

My life now lived wandering through a fog of pain

Never knowing which way to go to get out of this rain

If my sun doesn’t rise for I’ve lost the light

For there’s pain my eyes, screaming for help to make things alright

I never wanted it to be this way

Bring back my sun and my light for the day

Help my sun to once again rise

Calm the waters before my soul truly dies 

If it’s never again found for the darkness has taken control

Please know its because I am no longer whole

A piece of me truly gone forever

A shattered heart and soul now severed

Nothing left but a mother’s heart wrenching pain

And the tears that fall like the pouring rain

So if my sun doesn’t rise for the rain has washed my soul away

Please know I truly never meant it to be this way